Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Meet the Parents

[James Blake] They haven't heard much from each other since the day James cooked breakfast for Morgan. Maybe she's heard the rumors flying around that he sent two apprentices into danger. If she has, that would explain some of the silence. James' entire world is silent, though, and at some point it dawns on him that he hasn't initiated contact with Morgan since he received her phone number. He looks to change that one morning, sending off a text message at a respectable enough hour.

Brilliant idea: let's get something bad for us for brkfst and eat it down by the lake.

[Morgan Lake] Home made or store bought? I have blueberry coffee cake or strawberry pound cake, each of which was made with roughly a pound of butter and a pound of sugar. That comes first, and then, See you there.

Everyone needs a break sometimes, after all, and after a more precise location than 'by the lake' is determined, Morgan collects what she needs for this breakfast (including a blanket for sitting on the ground and a large thermos of iced coffee) and heads out, the better to meet James. Sure, she's heard rumors? But she's also heard rumors about herself and a great many other things. She doesn't bother to pay much attention to that sort of thing, at least not now.

[James Blake] Yum. Bring both?

He'd given her a location, eventually, and gotten into a cab. Back home taking a cab was always something of an adventure, but cab drivers here in Chicago are not as startled by a fare handing them a piece of paper with an address on it. When Morgan arrives at the lake, she'll see James isn't smoking. The smell of it isn't even on him. He's not wearing a suit, either, but sneakers and jeans and a white polo shirt. He's standing with his hands in his pockets and his attention out over the lake. He ought to be watching behind him what with not being able to hear the apprentice's approach, but with the threat of a storm the lake's waves are choppy. It's interesting to look at. So he looks at it.

[Ashley McGowen] A lot of mornings, Ashley's apprentice is at her apartment, there to peruse her library or write a paper for her - sometimes about bits of Awakened history or magical theory, but Ashley doesn't stop there. A lot of times Morgan is reading mundane philosophy or religious texts, which might make a lot of Hermetic apprentices impatient, but Ashley finds it beneficial to have a good background in these things.

Her mentor happens to be at the lake today. It's close to her apartment, and she has a dog, who, rather than straining at his leash and attempting to wander off, is sitting quietly while she crouches by the lakeside. Watching the water, for now, the wind rustling through her short dark hair. She doesn't see James. He probably doesn't see her.

[James Blake] (( Perc + Aware ))
Dice Rolled:[ 5 d10 ] 4, 6, 7, 9, 9 (Success x 4 at target 6)

[Morgan Lake] Alright.

And so there she is, after tidying away her study materials but for the one or two she feels comfortable enough with to bring along - reading by the lake, in company, is still a break, after all, even if her reading is not so much the relaxing kind as the studious kind. It's possible that they're both the same, to her. She doesn't drive to Ashley's, being so close to where she's going, but makes the trip back to the castle for the cakes, coffee, and other stuff, takes a quick shower to rinse of the sweat produced by an already warm and humid (and threatening rain or storms) morning before driving back to the little park on the lake side of the Mile. She parks, and it's Ashley she sees first, as she's pulling things out of her car.

"Hey. Did you eat breakfast, yet?" It's not a rare thing at all, for the apprentice to feed her mentor.

[Morgan Lake] (And sure, Per + Aware!)
Dice Rolled:[ 5 d10 ] 3, 3, 5, 7, 8 (Success x 2 at target 6)

[Ashley McGowen] It seems appropriate for Morgan to be offering this woman food. The feel she gives off is one overwhelmingly of Hunger: something deeply primal, driving and fighting and alive and altogether probably not what one expects from her Tradition. When she hears Morgan's voice, she looks up and around at the two behind her. Morgan, and a young man she's not familiar with, and there's a brief light of curiosity in Ashley's blue eyes.

"Would I be interrupting?" she asks, with a sidelong look toward James. She's heard his name. She'll recognize it, when it's offered up. For now, the young man is just another face, albeit an interesting one. She hasn't yet gotten up to move over to them.

[Awareness]
Dice Rolled:[ 7 d10 ] 2, 3, 3, 3, 5, 9, 9 (Success x 2 at target 6)

[James Blake] He doesn't see her at first, but as he stands there his awareness circles outward and he becomes aware of a resonance stranger and more complicated than any he's ever felt before. The tall young man, his sloppy hair made more so by the wind, blinks and looks around for the source. What he finds is a diminutive woman with dark hair and a determined look about her. James scratches at his chin. He hasn't heard much about Ashley McGowen, hasn't been told her rank or anything at all, really. All he knows is her Tradition.

It's chance, and the strength of Ashley's resonance, that has James looking over as Morgan appears. He takes a step back from the lake and walks over to the two women...not as quickly as he normally walks, Morgan will note. It's almost as if he's expecting an outburst from the Deacon.

[Morgan Lake] "No, we're just eating. I brought two of the less old and rare books with me and thought I'd read outside for a bit, before it rains. This is James," she says, indicating the Chorister with a smile, as he comes near. "James, this is Ashley." She's careful, of course, to stand so he can read her lips; the things she's brought are packed into a basket except for the blanket, which is over the arm not holding the food.

"You've heard of each other, anyway. I take it you haven't met yet."

[Ashley McGowen] This is James: and Ashley has been told from several sources that the Chorister is deaf. It might make communication between them slightly difficult, given Ashley's own physical difficulties, but the Hermetic is used to navigating around things like this.

She extends a slim hand toward James, and it isn't there to threaten, to gauge his strength or weigh his confidence. It's just there, a handshake, because he's new and he's Awakened and it's the polite thing to do. "Hi, James," she says, and she too is careful enough to look him in the eyes and speak so he can read her lips. And most people who come to Chicago have heard Ashley's name before in one capacity or another, but she gives him the benefit of an introduction anyway. Deacons don't really get to be casual, with the new sorts. "I'm Ashley McGowen, Order of Hermes bani Tytalus."

There's a pause as she looks at him, takes in the fact that in order for them to both see James and for him to see them, it's going to require a lot of maneuvering. Ashley thinks for a moment, then looks back at James and hooks a thumb beneath a necklace that usually lies beneath the collar of her shirt, tugging it free. It's a chain: links of different metals, bound at either end by a strip of leather. Her thumb has skewed through the iron one. "Do you mind if I make this a little easier? I won't hurt you."

[James Blake] Ashley knows a few things about James either from observation or hearsay...he's ridiculously tall, he's just barely older than Morgan, and he's deaf. As he eliminates the distance and comes to stand before the two women his demeanor switches from hesitation to confidence. Not cockiness, really, but more like he's assured that he can handle whatever happens with this woman he hasn't heard all that much about. She's been built up in his mind, see, and if she wasn't what he was expecting he doesn't show it. He gives her a broad smile and shakes her hand willingly, making eye contact without boring into her. When she speaks, he watches her whole face and not just her lips. When he speaks, he signs and dictates what it is he's signing. Maybe he's hoping the whole of Chicago's mage populace will slowly pick up on his language through immersion. Maybe it's just easier for him.

"Nice to meet you," he says. He signs slowly to match the cadence of his speech...which, even with her own impairment, Ashley can tell is that of a man who has never heard human speech in his life. He can't control either the tone or the volume of his voice. "Finally."

He looks at Morgan as if seeing her for the first time, and raises a hand to wave. Then he looks at Ashley's chain...and isn't alarmed. He can't count how many times he's done Mind rotes to make communication easier. James just smiles again and says/signs, "Go ahead."

[Morgan Lake] She waves back a bit shyly; the last time they'd seen each other she hadn't been all that together, and goodness only knows what sort of impression that must have made. Still, he texted her and she'd come instead of giving an excuse or ignoring it, so there's that.

With the slow signing and speech, the younger (taller) Hermetic puts down the things she'd been holding and tries to mimic - it's close, but the movements are a bit on the clumsy side. Obviously, she's not used to using her fingers this way, but to curl around a writing implement [or wand] of some sort, or to knead dough, or similar less delicate actions. "I'm going to learn," she says, and when Morgan says something like that, in that tone, she means it. "And let's go sit down. I only brought two cups, Ashley, but it's coffee anyway."

And she knows her mentor prefers tea - still, if it comes to it, she can share her cup with one or the other of them, and so on. This rote? It doesn't throw her, and makes sense.

[Ashley McGowen] Ashley doesn't look particularly impressive. Most middle-schoolers are taller than she is, and people don't imagine a chantry deacon, or most Adepts, to be the sort to wander around in a T-shirt and a pair of shorts with a leashed dog trailing off of one arm. She's used to it.

He gives her his permission to join their Minds, and a few seconds later he might wonder if he made the wrong decision. Her resonance flares as she extends her Will outward to encompass them both, to bring the three of them together. It's like a pair of jaws close around both of them, press in against their Selves, the things they would usually keep hidden, dredges secrets out of the deep. Morgan's used to it. For James, it's probably a little disconcerting, initially, but then again, he is also used to Mind.

It's only after the Willworking is done that she has a seat there, shaking her head when Morgan tells her it's coffee. "That's okay, I don't need anything to drink," she says. She's staying here because she hasn't met James before, and doesn't intend to linger for -too- long.

[Mind 3, diff 6. -1 for focus, -1 for practiced rote. Spending WP, botches suck!]
Dice Rolled:[ 4 d10 ] 2, 6, 6, 8 (Success x 4 at target 4) [WP]

[Ashley McGowen] Once it's done, the three of them have a bridge, of sorts, between them. Ashley's "voice" forms in their minds, the words spun out of the essence of thought, something two-toned, high pitched and almost musical and lower, wound around that one, working deep.

I figured this would be easier. Take a minute.


[James Blake] Morgan's clumsy attempts at signing make the Chorister smile again. He watches her face as much as her hands, and when she suggests they sit down, he nods. But first he waits for Ashley to cast.

He's an Initiate, but there are still things in this world that James hasn't encountered before. Telepathy, for example. Having his mind directly linked with another person's. It actually makes him stagger. He has to put one foot back to catch himself when Ashley bridges their thoughts together. His mind is no less active than a hearing person's. It might even be more active as he's trying to process the world around him without input from his ears. James recovers after a moment to breathe, then smiles and tries to think back at her without throwing pictures and abstract ideas at her. He knows that Ashley (and Morgan, too) are aware of his every thought now. So he tries not to look at Morgan too long.

Wow, is the first thing he manages to come up with. His mental voice is far different from his speaking voice. It's what he might sound like if he hadn't lost his hearing until he was an adult, or even a school-age child. He actually starts to sign before he realizes he doesn't have to. He laughs, flustered, then looks back to Ashley. So you're the deacon everyone says I need to talk to.

[Morgan Lake] Morgan is used to it but that doesn't mean she much likes it - being used to Ashley's resonance doesn't mean she's ever going to be used to people poking around in her head, which is what every mind effect directed at her feels like. (Yes, she has an issue or two. Doesn't everyone?)

It is easier, yes. In its way, anyway, and now Morgan moves to lay out blanket and food just so, then pets Zane when her hands are free. Her own internal voice is shyer than her external one, and there's a careful attempt at distance kept though a direct link makes it much more difficult. And Ashley's amazing. Blueberry or strawberry? These things are not that important, really, but it's more a stab at covering discomfort than anything else.

[Ashley McGowen] Ashley manages to maintain some distance in the connection: she's skilled with this, specializes in it, and attempts to keep it from being too overwhelming for either off the younger mages. Thoughts that she wants to communicate and the occasional emotional tell are what they get from her, so they both at least get the sense that this can be done.

She sits down on the blanket once Morgan lays it out, encouraging Zane to lie down outside it - which the dog happily does, sprawling out on his side. There's something wryly amused, but flattered, coloring her thoughts when Morgan calls her amazing. But all she says is Blueberry, and then her eyes rove back toward James.

Yeah. New people get sent my way because I approve all the chantry visitors. I've heard your name come up a couple of times too. This, but no indication of what she might have heard. Or whether it's good or bad.

[Morgan Lake] ((Shiiiiiit. I lost track of time and have to go. Carry on! Either or both can grab me later. Sorry, don't even have time for out-post.))

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

'Sisters'

[Morgan] Tuesday night and it's been awhile since Ashley heard from Morgan in anything other than the occasional check in call - she's alright, practice is coming along, that sort of thing - though one of those hasn't come since sometime on Saturday. Theoretically, another should have come yesterday, but . . . well, people get busy.

Morgan almost looks normal, standing there at Ashley's door. She's wearing jeans and a girl-shaped polo and her hair is in a neat ponytail; she's clean, as always, though she lacks in the bits of makeup that she usually wears when she's not running. It's not a lot, just lip gloss and a bit of mascara, and noticeable more in its absence than its presence; Morgan is not a particularly vain girl, not about her appearance. But she's a very well put together one, and rocks the preppy-pretty like no one's business . . . usually. This visit is without announcement and, as usual when she shows up at all, let alone without calling first, she comes bearing gifts. Tonight it's tea and home-made muffins roughly the size of the average five-year-old's head, one for each of them. Smell identifies them as apple, and texture gives away their streusel-like inclination.

"Hey. How's everything going?"

[Morgan] [Per + Aware!]
Dice Rolled:[ 5 d10 ] 1, 3, 8, 8, 10 (Success x 2 at target 6)

[Ashley] It's been a very good few days for Ashley. Almost suspiciously good, in fact: in prior times, this has been a clear sign of impending disaster. When she merged with Catherine, shed her Jhor, heard music again, it was only a week later that her mother died. Happiness is usually a fleeting thing, for Ashley. She's accepted that. She enjoys it while it's here.

It's occurred to her once or twice that it's unusual that she hasn't heard from Morgan much, but truth be told, she's been caught up in her personal life, in making arrangements after becoming an Adept, in politics. These few days have gone by with barely any notice of the shifting hours on her part.

Still, she's pleased to see the girl when Morgan appears at her door. "Hey, kiddo," she says, holding the door open for Morgan. "I'm...really good, actually. How are you?"

And here, Morgan is attuned enough to notice: Hunger, coiling and desirous and sharp, there and always present, relentless, determined to get what it wants. But it's no longer restless. It's no longer tearing her apart, no longer the pain of starvation: it finally seems to have blossomed, into something growing and thriving and wholly, forcefully alive.

[Morgan] "You're . . . different," she says with a smile, automatically moving for plates for the muffins and setting them and tea on the coffee table - as if she lives here, or no, not quite. As if she'd stayed for awhile and is comfortable enough in her relationship with the actual resident to invade her kitchen however briefly, and to feed her. "In a good way. You look awesome - whatever happened agrees with you."

It's the quickest, easiest description she can come up with, and Morgan, too, is a bit different than the last time she was here; she's both heavier and lighter at once, and clearly hasn't slept well in a few days, at least. She does not look so awesome, but she doesn't look terrible, either.

"I'm . . . uh, I'm alright." Morgan almost never stumbles or stutters that way - even when she's not sure of the accuracy of what she's saying, even when she has to pause to gather her thoughts, there are rarely the 'um's and 'uh's that tend to mark one as young as she is. "Better, actually, in a way or two. That spirit-thing? It's gone."

She's quite pleased with this, to have her dreams as her own again, and to not have to worry about dead emokids invading other than as her own way of processing.

[Ashley] "I'm an Adept," Ashley says, and while that's really the least of the things that's happened, in the broad scope of things, it's the thing that's the easiest to show off, the easiest to talk about.

She lets Morgan inside, doesn't seem to mind the familiarity with which the girl handles her kitchen. She follows Morgan in, watches as she takes down plates for the muffins she brought over. She isn't even surprised when Morgan brings food over, these days: it's something the girl does fairly often, and it's always appreciated.

"The..." And here, she blinks. "The spirit? What happened?"

[Morgan] The first? This is where Morgan would normally give Ashley a hug, despite knowing her mentor is not a particularly tactile person. Tonight, though, she does not. "Congratulations! I'm happy for you." It's genuine, though, that happiness - she's as proud of Ashley as she might be of a sister.

Once plates are settled, she kneels on the floor in front of her muffin and tea, and blows over the latter to cool it to drinkable as she considers an answer to the question she's been asked.

"I beat it at its game," she says, and should likely feel more triumphant about it than she does - she, only an apprentice, took care of a problem she barely understands (doesn't, really) by herself, asking for only the occasional bit of advice. She doesn't, though - pain in the ass or not, ugly and potentially evil or not, she's not completely certain she did the right thing. And 'the right thing' means a lot to the future lawyer, future judge. "It wanted me to trade part of myself for Autumn's . . . I don't know, spirit, I guess. I didn't make the trade, but got the kid out anyway. Killed the spirit-thing . . . or, well, no. I couldn't quite - it almost beat me. Then the kid helped, somehow. And I woke up after thinking I was dying with nothing but a migraine."

And a disturbing lack of ability to do things she'd been doing without understanding for weeks, months.

"Everything's . . . back to normal, I guess. Well, as normal as anything's been in awhile, anyway."

[Ashley] "Thanks," Ashley says, a small, smug sort of grin playing about a corner of her mouth, about her eyes. Something self-satisfied, almost content.

She, too, walks over to the coffee table and sits in front of it, taking up one of the muffins and breaking a chunk off of the top with her fingertips. The tea, well, it can wait until it won't burn her mouth.

She listens to what Morgan has to say, and for the first few seconds, she looks...chagrined. It's warring with pride, pride that Morgan managed to handle this on her own, even though she shouldn't have had to. Even though Ashley should have been devoting much more attention to this, to finding someone skilled in the Ars Spirituum who could guide the girl. Gregor had promised: but Gregor was pulled past the Gauntlet. She knows few others.

"That's a lot to have done on your own, Morgan," she says. "That you both resisted it and managed to defeat it."

[Morgan] Morgan doesn't begrudge Ashley the lack of help - she'd been raised to solve her own problems to the best of her ability, asking advice of those around her who might have a better understanding certainly, but by her own power if at all possible, and so that's what she'd done. She hadn't known Gregor enough to depend on him, and she knows well how busy Ashley so often is. She could have - maybe would have - pushed it if she wanted to, demanded attention and help, but she's simply not the sort.

"While the thing was there, I could do things . . . beyond my reach, and still there. I know there are a lot of applications for my current skill set, but this was different - above and beyond. I didn't really . . . understand it, you know? But it was there. And now it's gone." And it's bothersome - not because she'd done the work to earn what she had and then had it taken away, but because . . . well. It's a loss to have that sort of thing ripped away from you, regardless of how or why. "It feels weird, not having it there, not being as connected as I was for awhile."

To her Avatar, she means, of course.

[Ashley] Ashley considers this, what the girl says. She remembers Morgan saying something to the effect: that she felt like she could do more than she actually should be able to, for a while, that she felt especially attuned to her Avatar. She also remembers warning Morgan against using any of the abilities the spirit had granted; that, at least, she'd been able to guide the girl on.

"Well," Ashley says, "maybe now that you have an understanding of what that level of connection feels like, it'll be easier for you to push for it. To understand the next step." A glance in the girl's direction. "You're starting to be ready, I think. You know your Word, and you're starting to have a good understanding of Hermetic magic."

[Morgan] She hadn't showed the discretion she should have with using those abilities, not nearly so - with that sort of temptation at their fingertips, how many truly would be? - and having them gone now is troubling. Without thinking about it, she's tried for those things a time or two since they were taken away, only to find herself hitting a metaphorical brick wall.

"I hope so. Not that apprenticeship isn't lovely, but it'd be great to be a proper initiate. I'll keep pushing for it, and beyond."

There's a pause, then, during which she takes a bite of her muffin - bottom first, so as to save the crumbly cinnamon crunchiness on top for last. "I ran into James, that morning. I went to the drugstore and was going to get breakfast like normal, but didn't do so well. He ended up making me French toast."

[Ashley] That metaphorical brick wall is precisely why Ashley had warned the girl away from using it: it's power she didn't earn, after all. Something she got without working for it, and then it becomes a crutch, something other than her own strength to rely on. She doesn't press the point, though; it's likely that Morgan's already learned her lesson without Ashley making a knife out of it.

"I still need to get a hold of James," Ashley says, a little contemplatively, as she reaches for her mug of tea and takes a sip to wash down the bit of muffin she'd been eating.

[Morgan] "He's nice. And he's going to teach me to sign." It could be a handy skill, some day, knowing that - for working with Malcolm, for communicating with clients as a lawyer, just in general. Learning languages nudges synapses that nothing else does, or so she's heard, and that's what ASL is (even if it likely wasn't on the list Kaye the language expert had considered useful or important for her daughter, which is perhaps why she finds herself interested in it now). This, though, is a sad thing - once, Morgan would have been eager to get to know him better. Even in the time that Ashley's known her, she would have. Now, though, more so than before, the girl is closed off, wary.

Cornered, sort of, but (maybe) less likely to bite.

"Wouldn't be a bad idea to talk to him. He's going it alone right now, could likely benefit from the association, and might well prove useful. Other than in teaching sign language, I mean."

[Ashley] Morgan is wary of others in a way that she never used to be, before the betrayal of her mother and her uncles and aunt. Ashley has noticed this: but she suspects it's something the girl will have to overcome, in time, and will work through at her own pace. People have to defeat their own demons, and no amount of her telling Morgan to trust others will make the girl ready to do it.

That's all her hands-off approach is, sometimes. An acceptance that people will take control of themselves, or they won't.

"Well, if he wants chantry access, I need to talk to him anyway," Ashley says, with a shrug. "And if you're talking to him it might be good for me to get to know him. Daiyu referred him to me too."

[Morgan] "I meant for more than vetting him," she says, wryly amused, but what she'd meant had been both exactly that and more complicated. The biggest problem with relearning to trust other people is she has to relearn to trust herself first - her instincts, her judgments. "He's from Alaska, apparently - he told Molly and me . . . oh, I met a Cultist named Molly, too . . . the first time I met him. His mentor and old cabal are 'gone'. I meant to ask what happened when I first found that out, but then other things came up."

Other topics of conversation, and then the mess on Sunday when she'd tried and failed to function as normal after the previous night's events.

[Ashley] "Well, I try to get to know people aside from vetting them, but it's generally my first priority with the newcomers," Ashley says, with a shrug. She's a busy woman: much as she might like to get to know everyone on a thorough individual basis, it can be difficult for her. Particularly if she wants to make extra time for the people she's closer to.

"And I know Molly. She seems pretty capable." Unspoken: for her Tradition, particularly. Ashley's opinion of the Cult is not very high; she is hardly furtive about this.

[Morgan] Morgan has no real opinion of the Cult - she has never met Lara, and there is Nathan - but one person is not enough upon which to base one's opinion of a decent sized section of the Awakened population. "I only met her," is what she says, in lieu of judgment. "We didn't talk about anything in depth. She seemed . . . odd. But in an interesting way."

She doesn't press the issue of getting to know James, doesn't admit that she trusts Ashley's judgment and instincts better than her own right now (and has for awhile), though the new Adept needn't be particularly empathic to know this.

"Anyway, I mostly came to tell you about the spirit-thing. And to make you try my new recipe - you're my guinea pig way more often than you know. So if you don't like something, tell me." The last is with a grin, the lightest Morgan's been since she got here - it always feels good to talk to Ashley. Or at least it does way, way more often than it doesn't.

[Ashley] "Have you ever known me to keep my opinions to myself about anything?" Ashley asks Morgan, and her tone is a little wry, a little self-deprecating. "I won't turn down food, anyway." That Hunger might have settled itself now, found a focus, but it's certainly still present. It manifests itself in a lot of different ways.

"As for Molly...yeah. I'd like to talk to her a little more. It's impressive to see an initiate who is willing to show a lot of initiative."

[Morgan] "No, I haven't. It's part of what I like best about you." That's with a grin, and yes, so close to normal. It's a good thing, this company - she still feels a little off-kilter and it shows in some moments, but Ashley time is always a good thing. "And I'll let Molly know if I see her, if you want. Apparently, she wants to get to know me better - I hope that's not code for something weird.

The moments when Morgan shows anything close to a sense of humor these days are fairly rare - things to note and be glad for, though she doesn't know it. They're hints that yeah, she's probably going to be okay. "So, you like these? I think maybe a tarter variety of apple, but it's way early yet." The time's come, it seems, for the 'friend talk' that they've been missing for a while, with both women so busy.

[Ashley] For 'something weird,' Morgan says, and her mentor lets out a dry sort of laugh. As though reminded, for a second, of just how young Morgan is, and the things young people are uncomfortable with. Maybe that's what it has to do with.

"I like them," she says. "So...you should tell me about the sign language you've been learning." It's not a topic she knows much about, after all, and Ashley is inherently interested in language, in Words and how they are communicated.

And so the evening will pass.

Monday, July 19, 2010

"Have your $10 and a migraine."

[Morgan Lake] Morgan woke early, as usual, but completely not feeling up for a run. Her head hurt and her limbs felt heavy, and so she simply lay there for a long while before getting out of bed. When she dressed it was not in running clothes or the preppy-casual she usually wears, but in red jersey shorts that say 'track & CC' across the bottom in golden yellow and a t-shirt proclaiming some ritzy private school on her chest - basically, the summer version of sweats and a hoodie. That she doesn't feel well is clear when she shuffles into a handy drug store wearing that and flip flops, not having bothered to do anything with her long hair, which is left to tumble straight down her back almost to her waist, nearly perfect even without having seen a brush since before she went to bed the night before.

Have your $10 and a migraine. Need comfort food and coffee. Breakfast?

So says the text she sends James as she grabs what she needs - excedrin migraine, St. John's Wort and something with primrose in it, both proclaiming that they help even out moods and anxiety. She doesn't like this vaguely off kilter feeling she's suffering, doesn't like not being relatively certain how she's going to react to any given thing, certainly doesn't like the pain shooting through her head. Still, she needs food and doesn't mind the thought of company.

On impulse, on the way out, she grabs a pen.

[James Blake] He was asleep when his phone went off. The fact that he cannot hear his phone when it goes off presents something of a problem for him...or, it would if he were a deep sleeper. If he were even a normal sleeper. James, though, manages to get by on very little sleep, and awakens easily. When he hears his cell phone vibrating on the table next to his head, he wakes up. There is no one with him this morning. He's at his apartment, the windows filled with clouds, his landlord running lawnmower outside.

Maybe two minutes pass before she receives a response: Where?

[Morgan Lake] Oak Tree Restaurant/Bakery. 900 N. Michigan Ave. Am block away. See you there.

She plugs her meter with a few more quarters, deposits her drugstore bag (minus the maximum recommended amount from each of her three pill bottles) in the back seat of her car, and covers the distance at that slow shuffle she'd evidenced going into the drug store in the first place - it's very different than yesterday's energy, this. And, when James gets there, she's outside waiting. Better than making him find her at a table inside.

[James Blake] Be there in 20 minutes.

It's an overestimation. He doesn't shower before he leaves the apartment, and the time between the call for and the arrival of his cab is less than two minutes. When he arrives at Oak Tree Restaurant, James looks sloppy but not disgusting. His clothes are clean even if he isn't. He needs a shave, and his hair is a mess, but he doesn't smell like anything notable. He hasn't smoked since he brushed his teeth. Morgan would probably notice if he had.

He gets out of the cab twelve minutes after he said he would be there, wearing sneakers and khaki shorts and a gray t-shirt. It's a far cry from the suit he had on the first time they met. He looks more relaxed, though. He doesn't look as though he's on his way to a funeral.

"Hey," he tells her, louder than he needs to. Then he gets close enough, and really gets a look at her. He frowns. Pulls out his notepad. Flips. Writes.

Should you be out if have migraine?

[Morgan Lake] She hadn't grabbed a notepad (and had winced just slightly at the louder than necessary 'hey'), just a pen - that, now, is pulled from behind her ear and she gestures at the notepad, which she takes without touching him. Probably not. Am light and sound sensitive, but needed meds and didn't feel up to cooking. Roommate doesn't & nothing delivers in the morning. Want me to write or talk?

It's handed back as she took it, without so much as brushing his skin, and she keeps a carefully (unconsciously) calculated personal space, but for during the trade. It had been there yesterday, through talking at the park and the time in the restaurant both, but this is more obvious - before, it could almost have escaped notice. Now, there's no way not to take note, but she still smiles, even if it is a bit tired, a bit pained. Apparently, sleep hadn't been a restful thing last night, either.

Regardless of the answer on the paper, there's a gesture towards the door, which she opens for both of them - it's busy at breakfast time on a work day, this place, and they have to wait to be seated. Morgan can't have her personal space inside and flinches away from anyone who comes close to touching her, though she tries to keep it hidden; it's troubling to her, this reaction.

[James Blake] He noticed the space between them yesterday. He'd thought it had to do with the cigarette smoke, or her Tradition. The thought occurred to him that she just didn't want to be too near to him. Maybe she was afraid standing too close would make him interested in her. Or he'd think she was interested in him. Girls are strange. He hadn't flirted with her yesterday (much)...and now that she looks like the walking dead, pale and bloodshot and exhausted, he would have to be a much bigger jerk than he actually is to try and put the moves on her in this state. She seems much more skittish today. Fearful, even. It catches his attention, even if he doesn't say anything yet.

He reads what she's written, then looks over at her before responding.

Do what will hurt less.
I cook. If too noisy, we can leave.


His eyes darken the first time he sees her flinch from someone. He just hands the notepad back and watches her.

[Morgan Lake] She is, in fact, just keen on a certain amount of personal space most of the time - it hadn't been unique to James, but had been there with Molly, too. Perhaps it's Tradition, perhaps it's upbringing, goodness only knows. The only people she touches more than incidentally are those of whom she's exceedingly fond. Which is to say, the only person she reaches out to regularly on a tactile level is Ashley . . . but there's no way James could know that.

The notepad is handed back and she looks up to find his blue eyes darkened; an eyebrow raises questioningly in a what did I do sort of way that makes the question mark sketched out on the paper redundant. She doesn't know what it is he wants her to write down, and so she studies him to see what she can find out in addition to whatever she says.

And then is completely distracted when some businessman-in-a-hurry actually puts a hand on her to ask she move out of the way rather than just brushing past. The shriek is relatively quiet and blessedly short, but there, and she drops pad and pen both. Her face after that is ashen, and she nods before speaking, once she's sure he's looking at her.

".....somewhere else might be best."

This place is full of comfort food and good smells, but she'd overestimated her capability of handling it.

[James Blake] James can't hear the shriek, but he sees it. It's on her face, in the muscles of her throat, her body language. Other people react to it. The Chorister frowns. Morgan looks as though she's about to drop, but he doesn't touch her. He reads her lips. Even if she hadn't given an answer, he would have suggested they leave. There would be no way to force her. They don't even know each other well enough for her to know why his eyes suddenly seem clouded. All he knows is that she is a cacophony of magic right now, and that she shouldn't be trying to function normally. He'll be surprised if she doesn't pass out in the cab.

He picks up the pad and pen from the carpet. Pockets them. Gestures to the door with a jerk of his head, then holds the door open for her. It isn't until they're on the sidewalk that he speaks again. He lifts his arm to hail a cab. The driver ignores him.

"What happened?" he asks. Every time he speaks it has to be like a nail in the center of her skull. He can't control the volume of his voice.

[Morgan Lake] "I have a car," she says when he's looking, pointing down at some anonymous-looking late model American car a block away, in front of the drug store. "We don't need a cab." It's quiet compared to her normal voice, but he can't hear her anyway - so long as he can read her lips, they're good. The 'what happened' question, she shakes her head to - either she doesn't want to talk about it at all, or it'll wait until they're alone, be it in her car or . . . wherever they're going for breakfast. Goodness knows, she doesn't bring people back to Blackstone Manor.

So, once they are alone, she shrugs. "It's . . . a long story. I don't really understand all of it. But it started a couple months ago when I saw a kid commit suicide." She says this matter of factly, as if it's something that happens every day, but with no small bit of disgust at the same time - at the weakness, the lack of Will one would have to have to do something so stupid. "There was . . . he was under a contract with a spirit . . . thing. 's been in my dreams since, until last night. They're both gone now."

Thankfully. but it'd taken work, and no doubt that's what caused a lot of her obvious problems today.

[James Blake] If she's going to drive, she can't read. He has to know, on some level, that the volume of his voice hurts her ears. Were he a Disciple...if he had a better grasp of Mind...they could communicate without a physical medium. That will be some time off, though. He only just had his first Seeking very recently.

When he becomes a passenger, James does not fidget or touch things inside the car. He sits still, knees apart, hands in his lap. He's still wearing the rings he had on yesterday. The one on his left hand could be a wedding band. He'd said he hadn't been here long, and had not mentioned a wife.

They're silent as they drive, then. He doesn't want to hurt her head or take her eyes off the road. If he had the slightest idea how to drive, he would have offered to do it for her. He has to be remembering all the migraines he's gotten after vulgar effects. They're not pleasant. When they finally get out and start walking to her place, James keeps his distance. He doesn't reach out a hand to steady her, as much as he might want to. The fact that she isn't wearing very much clothing doesn't help him keep his hands to himself. The memory of her screaming at the touch of the business man does that.

I don't think I understand. What do you mean, "They're both gone now?"

[Morgan Lake] Morgan makes no assumption on the ring - it could be a wedding band (though he seems a bit young for that) or a family heirloom or any number of things. Morgan herself has a ring on a chain around her neck, gold and diamond and antique, that feels of growth when probed, though she just holds it, twists it between her fingers at stop lights, worries at it. It's a source of comfort for her, that ring, for whatever reason . . . though the resonance is very clearly not particularly in line with her own. Somewhat contradictory, in fact.

Her place - as it had been the only one that makes sense - is not truly hers. And it's huge, and very, very Arcane. She's a boarder, a tenant, not the owner of the place and it shows . . . but there are touches of her influence, her resonance, amongst it all. This house? It's nearly as old as the city itself, and certainly amongst the finer in it, even if it could use a bit of work on the exterior. The car's parked in the drive and he's led in through the entry way (where she drops her keys in a handy bowl) and directly to the kitchen. There are wards here, and more, but she's not paying attention to that just now - she's headed for food. For all she'd said she's not up for cooking, she heads for various cabinets and pulls out ingredients for french toast - eggs, milk, vanilla, cinnamon raisin bread that appears to be home made, and so on. She doesn't even think about it, just does, and nods towards the table. "You can sit, if you'd like."

But then it occurs to her that it would be difficult to communicate with him all the way over there, and she revises. "On the counter. Or lean. I do it all the time."

Then there's thought about the question, and she shrugs. "I don't . . . it doesn't make sense, really. The spirit-thing is dead, I'm pretty sure. And Autumn was dead anyway. But he's not in my head any more, not in my dreams. I can feel it."

[James Blake] He has a keen eye for his surroundings. He's not naturally perceptive. Things don't jump out at him without some effort. He has to make himself look around to take in windows, trees, possible hiding places for intruders. This is what he does as they walk up the driveway...he looks around. Once they're inside he does the same thing, making notes of the exits and the windows and whether there are any other bodies to be found. There aren't. It isn't as though he can hear someone mucking about upstairs. He is not so paranoid that he tries to check every room before he settles in for the morning. He follows Morgan into the kitchen. Before he can ask what she wants to eat, she starts to get it for him.

He doesn't sit even after she tells him he can. He stands near to her but not so close that she'll recoil. When she says it doesn't make any sense, he doesn't press her. Stark eyes watch her face a moment longer than might be entirely comfortable, and then he looks down to pull his notepad out of his pocket again.

You're in pain. I'll cook.

[Morgan Lake] "You don't have to, you're the guest," she says, but doesn't protest overly hard - in fact, steps out of the way after making sure a cast iron griddle that fits over two of the burners and all the other necessary implements are available. She finds a place to lean, conveniently out of reach but close enough that he can cook and look at her at the same time, or that they can pass the notebook back and forth, or both. When the notebook comes back, it says first, simply, thank you, but she's held onto it longer than is necessary for just those two words, and turning the page reveals one filled with her neat, almost-bubbly cursive which is easy to read, though she's purposely written small enough to take as little of his paper as possible while still being legible.

I got an invitation to a concert at a church a couple months ago. Was raised atheist, but have been curious since . . . for a while, and like music. Went, ran into Nathan (CoE), met Kaya (DS) and Marianna (DS). Things were weird, all magic and resonant. Kid played his show, then pulled out a gun and swallowed it. Almost talked him out of it but not quite. Was in my dreams since, pulled me out of a nightmare or two, sang, talked. Kissed me once - not my dream. That last is bold and underlined and more than a bit disgusted - it would be one thing if she'd dreamt of kissing some boy on her own, but another entirely to have some not quite dream-thing kissing her without her permission, though she hadn't fought it at the time. Spirit thing showed up talking about contracts and needing them fulfilled, said I'd signed willingly or un-. So, since it wasn't hurting anyone, I did it - just wanted me to do magic. Could do . . . I don't know, extra things, things I don't even understand, not really. Then he was there last night, said I could keep the kid from going to whatever hellhole he was going to if I just gave up some 'piece of my sanity'. Didn't agree, fought. Talked to the kid, he kissed me again, bastard, which could well explain the space and touch issues, not that she's particularly conscious of manifestation or explanation, I told him to GTFO, fought the thing. Almost died, I think. Is it like Freddy Krueger, where if you die in your dream you die for real? Woke up with a migraine from hell - maybe literally - and unable to do the things I've been doing for months. HATE. FML.

It took a fairly long time for her to write all that, though it takes less time to read. And then, at the bottom, there's an arrow indicating he should turn the page. On the back, in normal size and neatness, it reads, Haven't told Ashley yet. You're not allowed to.

[James Blake] She relents, eventually, and James smiles, satisfied. With that, he washes his hands in the sink and starts cooking while Morgan writes out the longest response to a question he has likely ever received. He is deft and quick with unfamiliar instruments, cracking and whisking eggs as though he has been doing this all his life. Only once has she seen him sign. There was an artistry to it. It was as though he were conducting a symphony instead of ordering food he would not stay to eat. His hands are not artist's hands if only because his ears will never hear what they produce. That hadn't stopped other artists in the past. It stopped him, though. Now he uses his hands for other things. Right now, he's using them to cook.

By the time Morgan has finished writing, James has the griddle heated up and the first few slices of French toast frying. He flips them over with a fork, then takes the notepad back to read. At the sight of the arrow, he flips the page. He's not allowed to tell Ashley. James looks at her. He ignores the pan and the pad for a moment. Eye contact says what he's about to write. The man is capable of expressing a lot without words.

I won't. I think you should, though.

[Morgan Lake] "I will. I tell her almost everything." She answers verbally this time - the story had been easier to write down for a couple reasons, partly because she's not ready to verbalize it, partly because it didn't require him to read her lips for all that talking, and other, lesser reasons. "I mean. She knows part of it, knows the kid was in my dreams and what happened at the church. She doesn't know about last night."

James has the dubious privilege of being the first to hear all of that, and Morgan is a little mortified for sharing all that with a relative stranger - but her head hurts too much to care about anything else overly just now. Then there's a sigh and a reach for the notepad to write down what she doesn't want to say aloud - doesn't want to think, but can't help it.

I feel a little crazy right now. Sorry. Can't be that fun to hang out with.

[James Blake] Knowing that Morgan will tell her mentor what she just told him makes the near-complete stranger nod. She knows next to nothing about him. She knows his Tradition. She knows that his mentor and his cabal are "gone" without knowing how "gone" they are. She knows that he has a job that has him wearing a suit and liable to disappear from breakfast at ten o'clock on a Sunday morning. She doesn't know how old he is or where he comes from. She doesn't know whether he's in a relationship or if his heart's been broken. She didn't know he could cook until just now...she didn't know that he either doesn't or can't drive. None of that matters. Out of the dozen Awakened she knows in Chicago, he is the one she sent the SMS this morning.

The cooked French toast is put on a plate. He loads another batch of battered bread into the griddle, then takes the notepad. What it says makes him frown. He looks over at her. His eyes search her face. His hand twitches as if he is about to reach out to her but stops himself. It goes to the handle of the griddle. After he nudges the cooking bread, he writes.

There's more to life than fun. You sounded like you needed someone here.

[Morgan Lake] His hand twitches out like he might reach for her and Morgan is very still and very tense for that moment - like she might try to let him touch her if he wants, depending on how he goes about it - but then the moment passes, and he's prodding the toast, writing.

There's a lot more that Morgan doesn't know about him than she does - she doesn't know how old he is, though based on appearance she guesses that he's not much older than she is. She doesn't know what he does for fun or a paycheck, though she does know he smokes, which he likely (correctly) suspects is a strike against in her book. She doesn't know whether he didn't drive to the Mile because he doesn't have a car or doesn't have a license (doesn't know the statutes about hearing and driving, though does know that the legally blind aren't allowed licenses) . . . but all of this is easily reversible as well. He knows that she looks young, but not how old she is. He knows her Tradition and informal rank (though which degree of apprentice is a mystery) and who her mentor is, but not if she's part of a cabal, or with whom if she is. He doesn't know if the high school on her shirt is the one she went to, though he does know that she runs, so the 'track and CC' across her bottom could well mean she was on a team at some point. He doesn't know what she does for money or what she wants to be when she grows up.

Doesn't matter, though - she'd sent a text and he came, and rather quickly at that.

Thank you again, then. Do you want coffee or tea?

[Morgan Lake] [pause]

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Sunday Morning, 9 O'clock

[Molly Quincannon] Unlike her first trip to Grant Park, Molly's not frantically running around the place or smacking into lamp posts. Today, she's sitting on a park bench, tapping away at an Eee-PC in an idle sort of way. Certainly not doing anything important, judging by the fact that she's more often than not looking around at her surroundings and smiling more or less randomly - if in a dreamy sort of way. Apparently, somebody's in a fantastic mood.

Molly Quincannon is mid-height, average-looking and a tiny bit sallow, with ragged hair, emo-girl glasses, and big stompy boots. She's dressed entirely in black, and short sleeves show off a fair few tattoos.

[Morgan Lake] Sunday, still during church hours, the park is relatively quiet - this won't be the case for long, though. Before too long, it won't just be the heathens and the unwashed who are out and about, but the families who've spent their morning in the flavor of worship that appeals - already, Morgan can hear the bells. She likes that sound, even if she doesn't really get church (or religion) itself.

She's young, this girl, that much is clear if not much else is; she might be able to pass for twenty if one weren't looking closely, but it's a stretch. She's in her late teens, certainly, but carries herself with an apparent confidence and authority that not many adults muster, these days. Her back is straight but relaxed as she stretches under the cloudy sky, having just finished a run - a long one, if her clothes and face are to be judged. There's a fountain nearby, large and ostentatious and modern as these things tend to be in this area, and chess tables as well, but Morgan is near one of the benches, using it for balance when she needs to. Red hair shines on the odd occasion the sun breaks through the clouds, glinting in its ponytail.

It's a good morning, so far.

[James Blake] He could be on his way to church right now. The young man strolling through the park is one of the tallest people out today, and probably one of the few who can't hear the sounds of Sunday. His suit is cheap, and looks it. His boots look as old as he is. Guessing his age isn't difficult...time has been no kinder nor crueler to him than anyone else. He looks to be in his early twenties, and that's how he carries himself. With a cigarette in his hand, he couldn't look any more at peace with the world if he were sitting on a beach somewhere.

There is a lot to take in even if he cannot hear conversations or ambient noise. His eyes don't remain on one point to avoid contact with other people. They move, looking at as much as he can before continuing on. More importantly, his other senses are open.

(( Perc + Awareness = 5 ))
Dice Rolled:[ 5 d10 ] 2, 3, 7, 8, 10 (Success x 3 at target 6)

[Molly Quincannon] [[Awareness roll...]]
Dice Rolled:[ 6 d10 ] 5, 9, 9, 9, 9, 9 (Success x 5 at target 6)

[Molly Quincannon] For all she's apparently distracted by her own delight, the casual-gothette on the park bench is very, very perceptive about some things today. Over there - she knows that resonance, and that redhead, from her first day in the park. The lamp post incident. She raises a hand and waves at the girl by the nearby bench...

And then there's someone new, someone whose resonance is fairly complicated (...a tree falling in the forest?) and he also gets a look, and a smile, and a wave. There's something inviting in the waves, for both parties - clearly, if they can identify her as well as she can them, she'd be happy to chat. It's good to get to know one's fellows in the city.

[Morgan Lake] [Aware, why not? =D]
Dice Rolled:[ 5 d10 ] 2, 9, 9, 10, 10 (Success x 4 at target 6)

[Morgan Lake] Morgan can, indeed, sense Molly - and what she senses is vaguely familiar, though it takes her a moment or two longer to place the shorter goth girl. When she does, there's a stifled . . . something between a giggle and a snicker, and she finishes the current stretch before closing the distance between them after scooping up the water bottle at her feet. They are, in fact, not that far apart to begin with; Molly is on the other side of the path and a bench closer to where James walks in his Sunday best.

"I've seen you before," she says without preamble and is ever watchful in her quiet, serious way. "Here, wasn't it? With Alex. D'you know him?" That's with a jut of her chin towards the less known of the two.

[James Blake] The man's resonance is like a storm. Some find the sound of rain and thunder soothing. Others are aware of the power of nature to wreck entire towns, to end life with the merest effort. That's the sense one gets when he approaches, is that a storm's coming. It's odd, though. He seems, himself, to be peaceful. He doesn't glower or sigh as he walks. Occasionally, when the sun returns, he turns his face up.

That stops when he realizes he isn't alone. Not in the spiritual sense. He picks up the nearness of two distinct magical fingerprints, one stronger than the other. One of the women waves. He happens to be looking in her direction when it happens. The hand with the cigarette returns the greeting, and then he looks to see who else she was waving at.

And then he looks again.

If he can hear what they're saying, it has no affect on him as he approaches. He holds the cigarette between his lips and pulls a small spiral-bound notepad from the pocket of his suit jacket. A golf pencil is found next, and he writes as he walks. He looks up every few feet to make sure he isn't about to crash into someone. Before he joins them, he takes one last drag off of the cigarette and disposes of it in a nearby bin.

The notepad is handed to the teenager, if only because her resonance is stronger.

My name is James. I'm Deaf...can read lips but easier to write if don't sign. You are both Awake?

His brow is furrowed to emphasis the question if and when either female looks at him.

[Molly Quincannon] Molly catches the giggle/snicker hybrid, but doesn't take offence. Instead, she grins when Morgan approaches and says, "Yes, though I didn't know his name when he was picking me up off the sidewalk. I'm Molly; pleased to meet you. And you too," she adds, looking up to face the young man who's approached so he can see her face as she talks. She doesn't actually know he's deaf, but ... well, it's as good a reason as any for Morgan, who doesn't know this man, having been handed a note. She's assuming he lip reads, if he's deaf at all, and is confident, for whatever reason, that she's not going to offend anyone. "Are you new to Chicago?"

[James Blake] (( Can he actually read lips!
Perc + Linguistics = 3 ))
Dice Rolled:[ 3 d10 ] 2, 7, 7 (Success x 2 at target 6)

[Morgan Lake] The notepad is taken with a raised eyebrow and read before she looks back at the young man, surprised at this - but for all the haughty, somewhat arrogant demeanor about her now, underneath it there's the air of a girl who was popular not just because she was pretty, but because she's smart and likable as well. This is, of course, before she's opened her mouth, at least much. "I don't sign," she says as she hands the note to Molly, making sure she's facing James and he can see her lips (which seem like they should be curved slightly upwards, but are so seldom these days). "And I don't keep a pen in my running clothes, so unless we want to trade the pencil back and forth as well, lip-reading will have to do."

She enunciates clearly even under normal circumstances, but this is especially so in deference to the need to read lips - perhaps a bit exaggeratedly so, though she doesn't mean to be insulting. She simply hasn't had much dealing with deaf people.

The question goes unanswered for now - she is wary, and obviously so. She has her reasons, of course, but she's not particularly trusting, this red-headed runner; instead, there's a hint of confrontation in bearing, in expression. She doesn't like not knowing who's asking her such questions and so the question that comes is perhaps an obvious one, all things considered. "James, then. Who's asking?"

She obviously doesn't mean his name, but is turning his question back on him.

[James Blake] The stranger notices the Cultist's lips moving as Morgan is reading. He watches her entire face, not just her mouth, and then smiles when she asks if he's new. Partly out of difficulty and partly out of embarrassment, he doesn't attempt to answer verbally. He waits until he has the notepad back, and then he writes:

I moved here last week.

The suit is the flashiest thing about him. He wears no jewelry around his neck or in his ears. On his right thumb is a thick silver band. There is a slimmer one on the fourth finger of his left hand. They're both tarnished and scratched.

The redhead enunciates more than she normally would. James winces, but does not correct her. She asks who's asking. He looks at the darker-haired woman, and writes again.

Initiate of C. Chorus. Mentor/cabal gone. Felt your spirits...wanted introduce myself. Only know a few Awakened.

[Molly Quincannon] A study of Molly's face shows a certain attentive friendliness and a very, very good mood. Like Morgan, Molly does not have a notepad and pen. What she has is a little laptop. So she opens up a word processing programme - not because she doubts his lip-reading prowess but because notes are a good way to pass along information without announcing affiliations to half the world - and types the following:

Initiate of Cult of Ecstasy - Dissonance Society. Hi! :)

Aloud, she says, "Yeah, I moved here three weeks ago myself, more or less. Haven't got a crew yet, but I think I may have found my nitch in that regard." (Yes, she pronounces 'niche' as 'nitch'. Lip-readers can make of that as they will.) "Not surprising I fit in with the computer-geek types, despite everything. There's a place we can show you but there's someone you have to meet first. People tweak hardcore about it if we don't. So what brings you to this happy little city?"

Then, to Morgan, with a querying little look (but head still tilted enough so James can see what she's saying), "You been around long? I don't think I've heard your name come up, but there's been ... stuff going on. But hey, at least it means I've met more people than I might have if all was chill."

[Morgan Lake] There are thoughts. It doesn't seem right to Morgan to write these things down in public, where anyone might find it, any more than it does to talk about it in public - which isn't to say that she hasn't, and won't, but it clearly makes her uncomfortable. There's a glance around during which she finds the park much as it was when she arrived here at the tail end of her run, and then she points at the pencil with a raised eyebrow, questioning. When she has it, she answers in neat, rounded cursive, somewhere between utilitarian and the cheery bubble script that cheerleaders and similarly peppy types tend to use.

Morgan, Apprentice bani Hermes.

Then, out loud and not over enunciating quite as much since noting the wince, she adds so both of them can 'hear', "I've lived in Chicago all my life. But I tend to keep to a fairly small crowd."

She stays where she feels safe - or rather, the company she keeps makes her feel so. She has some issues though they don't seem overpowering, and when all is said and done, who doesn't? Hers are mostly with trust, at least. But then, almost as an afterthought, she adds, "It's a pleasure to meet you both."

[James Blake] The emoticon makes the Chorister grin, as though she had smiled herself rather than via pixels, and then he looks back to the pierced woman. Lip reading is something he has been working on his entire life. The thing is...there are people twice as old as he is who still struggle with it. He has to rely on his remaining senses to survive without his hearing, but James is still very young. He is not the world's most perceptive person. He has to work at it. There's a light frown on his face as he "listens" to the Cultist speak. It goes away when the younger girl gets the notepad from him.

Finding people who sign even in large cities is a chore. He's gotten good at writing legibly and quickly. He doesn't write more than he has to.

Gave 2 people my + to give her.
I'm here b/c of work.
What's your name?


James has the build of a natural athlete. At least, so far as they can tell from looking at him in his suit. One could also argue that an active lifestyle and addiction to nicotine helps keep weight off. He smells like he smokes a lot, but smoking is too difficult to do while talking to strangers, so he doesn't. Not that it matters...he's already been spotted with a butt.

When James speaks it's clear why he hasn't been all this time. He can't hear himself, and probably never has.

"It's nice to meet you, too," he says. That's all he's up for. A second later, he writes:

Going to eat. Want to come?

[Molly Quincannon] Molly nods and grins. "Oh, hey, awesome. Ashley's really good about that kind of thing, so long as you don't go tromping around Americana-house without her having at least got a look at you. She has the awesome, in spades, probably because of that 'unstoppable force, immovable object' thing she's got going on. And it's Molly; sorry, didn't realise you hadn't caught that from when I was telling Morgan."

In all fairness to Molly, she has at least mostly slowed down her mile-a-minute, caffeine-fuelled hyperbabble. She doesn't take too much care in enunciation, but she does catch herself and slow down when she notices she might be talking too quickly to be lip-read.

"As to food, I could do that. Thanks for the invite. Did you have anything in mind?"

[Morgan Lake] "Ashley," Morgan says, just a bit tight, "is my mentor." At least what Molly's said is all good, and so the tight doesn't last long. Instead, at the mention of food, those lips of hers finally do curve up in an almost shy smile that lightens her whole face. She really should wear that expression more often - and did, it's quite obvious despite her usual lack of it now.

"As for food, there are lots of places dotted around the edge of the parks, or at this end of the Mile. It depends on what you're into - All-American Diner, French Bistro, Tiny Ethiopian Hole in the Wall . . . there are lots of choices. For the students and business people, you know."

Because Northwestern isn't far, and as much as there are restaurants dotted around the park, there are skyrises full of offices. Then, though, there's a rueful look. "I only brought enough for a smoothie after my run, so I can keep you guys company, but that's about it."

[James Blake] James smiles when Molly gives herself a name and apologizes. He doesn't tell her it's alright. It seems to be implied. His eye color is revealed when the clouds part now. They're blue. It's getting warm...too warm for any normal person to be running around in long sleeves and pants. He isn't sweating yet, but for someone who spent the first nineteen years of his life in Alaska, this heat is brutal. Back home, it's thirty degrees cooler right now. He's not back home, though, and so he tries not to think about it.

Morgan lists their options, then says she only brought enough for a smoothie. James looks her over, closer than he did the first time. She probably stays as small as she does subsisting on smoothies. The page he'd been writing on is filled. He flips to a clean page instead of writing on the back of the old one.

If you want real food, I'll cover you.

That bit is only shown to Morgan. Molly gets:

Haven't had brkfst yet. Let's go to a diner.
You talk fast. Where are you from?


[Molly Quincannon] There is mention of breakfast, and smoothies, and Molly smiles at Morgan. "Hey, smoothies are breakfast. Or we could take the tack that is 'all table food is communal food' and you can snarf my toast or whatever takes your fancy. So c'mon. We'll work out the food thing as we go. And diner sounds awesome. Are there Dennys' or something? I like the freaktastic names they give the breakfasts."

Then, the note about how she talks fast, which gets a blush. "Yeah ... sorry. I'm sort of used to talking like I type. Which means run-on sentences and mile-a-minute to be heard over the rest of the nattering throng online, y'know? And I'm from ... around, really. Depends how far back you wanna go. Right now ... I'm from here. Pacific Northwest originally. Washington State. Walla Walla, of all the places. How about you two?" Including Morgan in the conversation, of course.

[Morgan Lake] "I'm from here. Have traveled some, but never really lived anywhere else," she says easily enough - and it's all true, for anyone who's paying attention, though it's a bit on the vague side. "And the only Denny's is down in the Bronzeville area, I think. Here, it's more like a high end Coney, if such a thing exists. Breakfast all day, but no ridiculous names for the dishes."

It's Chicago that her accent speaks of, though it's definitely an upper middle class thing - it's in the grammar, in the way she says -ing instead of -in', in the way that there are no 'gonna's or 'wanna's.

"Apparently, some of the family tree was amongst the founders of the city. And if you really want to feed me, I'll let you." The last is more for James than Molly, but it applies to both. "Though, I feel like I should warn you I've been training for a half marathon and ran the whole thirteen point two this morning. I'm both starving and a little afraid to eat too much right now."

She stays as small as she does, really, by being a distance runner. And also by having a naturally good metabolism, though these two can't yet know that she bakes, or how much of her own product she eats. They'll find out soon enough - she has a way of feeding people, does the young Hermetic.

"I'm still . . . kind of new," she says wryly, of not the city but the whole magic affiliation, though 'apprentice' likely gave that away despite the strong resonance. "I mean, I know a lot of people if not nearly as many as Ashley, but I'm still fairly early in the process of figuring things out.

[James Blake] James puts the notepad back in his pocket. They haven't taken a vote, but he prepares himself to start walking. He waits for Molly to pack up her computer. It's a contraption that he would eye more closely if he weren't watching the younger girl's face. Now that he's decided to just listen, he doesn't care about keeping his hands free. If she's a runner, though, she probably doesn't smoke. Probably doesn't find it appealing in the slightest. He puts his hands into his pockets...but his cigarettes stay out of sight.

He falls silent. Not that he had been vocal before. But he seems content to just observe the two of them as they walk.

[Molly Quincannon] "Ah, so not so new to Chicago, but newer to the wilder, weirder world. I getcha. Means we can trust your judgement on food anyway. Though good to know there's a Denny's in Bronzeville. I live in the area." That's Molly's take on it as they travel. Knowing it's difficult to actually watch someone's lips move while they're walking, she addresses Morgan a bit more than James as they travel, though she turns her head to give James a smile to remind him he's included as they go.

"Me, it's the other way around. I've met a few people here, but not really familiar with how things are run in Chicago. However, I've been figuring things out for eight years. So I've got a fairly good grip on the basics and a few of the not-so-basics. It's good to have so many area-veterans around."

[Morgan Lake] Morgan is of an above average height, though she's hardly freakishly tall - still, a lot of her height is legs, and she has an efficient sort of stride that eats ground. She walks as straight and tall [proud] as she stands, and she, too, makes sure James knows he's included in the conversation in her own way. Makes sure he's between them, for instance, so he can easier tell when conversation shifts from one set of lips to the next.

"It's handy, I suppose, for the people new to the city when there are people who aren't about. Are you planning on staying long?"

The question is for both of her companions, though she only truly expects an answer from Molly, right now. It's inquisitive in a way that doesn't seem to imply a driving curiosity, but instead a desire to keep track of general goings on for some purpose or another.

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[James Blake] He isn't dominating the conversation, and his notepad is back in his pocket, yet James still manages to seem like part of it as they walk. His deafness makes getting to know him more difficult than either hearing woman is likely used to. It isn't that he has to try harder, or be someone who he's not. If he truly had not wanted to approach them earlier, he wouldn't have. Yet he had done so effortlessly. Unlike most men his age would have, he didn't come over to Molly's bench to hit on either of them. Of course, if he is making an attempt to flirt with them, it's being obscured by the fact that his attention to their faces is fueled by a desire to know what they're talking about.

Being in the middle makes observing their conversation easier, but it makes it difficult to tell if one of them is trying to talk when he is. James glances between both of them before he speaks.

"I want to," he says, in that same toneless voice. The feeling he can't work into his words, which seem like a second language to him, shows up on his face. "I don't like moving a lot. I like to stay in the same place. It's hard, though. Things change so fast, and sometimes you have to go."

[Molly Quincannon] By this time, they have reached the diner, and getting in and sitting down will probably aid conversation somewhat. When they have, Molly gives James a sympathetic sort of smile. "Oh, definitely. What he said," she adds, to Morgan. "I figure I'll be here for awhile, but a lot depends on circumstances. Sometimes, you just have to bail. Particularly with the job market being as it is. Still, I get by, I have a place, I have a job, I like it here. I think I'll stick around as long as I can, or at least until I piss someone off enough for them to ride me out of town on a rail. Not that I'll be trying, mind you, but ... yeah."

Then, a thought occurs. "So, do we have friends in common? I mean, I know you know Ashley - though I admit I don't know her nearly as well as I'd like. And James, you said a couple of people gave you the number to call; I'm curious to see if it's anyone I know."

[Morgan Lake] It's a table rather than a booth, so there's not quite the same jockeying for position as there might be; again, it's arranged so that James is in the middle and can see both of them easily. The question about who else they know is more directed at James than Morgan, but she still answers, thoughtful and a little reluctantly; she's not a big name dropper, apparently. (Also, she's young and brought up with enough manners that it's difficult for her to call some of them by first names rather than 'Mr. _____' or 'Ms. _____'

"Wharil, Kage, Emily, Riley, Alex, Nathan," there, there's a bit of sneer that only gets worse on the next before drifting away, "Kaya, Basil, Marianna, both Solomons, Malcolm . . ." Basically, Morgan knows almost everyone at least in passing. Some names get a twist of fondness, Nathan and Kaya get disgust, distrust and dislike, but most get relative indifference. It takes her time to give judgment, apparently, though she always does eventually - she can't really help it, even if she wanted to.

"Who is it that you've met, Molly?"

[James Blake] Names are hard to lip-read, particularly unconventional ones. The first name Morgan says doesn't look like any word he's ever seen any English-speaker use, and it's enough to distract him for a few seconds. He finds his notepad, and scratches out an answer to Molly's question.

When the waitress comes over, he waits until Molly and Morgan have ordered before he tries to order verbally. The waitress signs, though. James looks as though he's about to fall out of his chair when she does. His jaw doesn't drop, but it almost does. Their conversation is silent but for the occasional tapping of hands against each other.

After she leaves, he sits quiet for a moment, then laughs. He doesn't explain what's so funny. He just shows puts the notepad in the center of the table for the women to see what he's written.

I've met Daiyu, Owen, Emily & Declan. Daiyu & Owen said would give my + to Ashley. Still waiting for text.

[Molly Quincannon] Molly, after ordering, looks over at Morgan, perplexed. "You know, half of the people I've met in this city who know him get that look on their face when they mention Nathan. He's one of the ones I've met, and I think he's pretty cool. I get there might be history, and I'd like to hear it when not in such a public venue because, seriously, it boggles me because he's been almost big-brotherly since I met him. Anyway," she goes on with a smile at James, "Emily's the only one on that list that I've met - she helped me move into my new place; she's pretty cool. From yours," this directed at Morgan, "Riley, Kage and Basil from yours. Also Chuck--" There's a smile there - a quiet, pleased and almost bashful sort of thing. "--Israel and Lara." That last ... well, there's complication there. "There's also possibly some guy named Quentin, but we're not really sure about him. He's ... a grey area. Anyway, seems like I've met more people than I thought I had. Also Alex, from the sound, but it's not like we've had a chance to talk. He probably thinks I'm afraid of him or something, I ran off so fast."

Then she looks at James, curious. "What'd you order? I don't know sign language but it looks like a distinctly awesome way to communicate."

[Morgan Lake] "Basil helps me with things Ashley can't," Morgan says easily - she could be speaking of tutors, or home schooling. "Though he'll be taking over more soon." She's of mixed feelings on this; Ashley's been the one she turned to almost since her Awakening. She and Emily, in fact, and where the two apprentices have gone distinctly different ways and hardly even cross paths any more, Ashley's still there. So, though the reason doesn't come up, there's a subtle wistfulness in both expression and tone.

"And as for Nathan . . . well. I suppose he means well enough. Most of the time. Also, I've met Declan, and is Daiyu the Chinese girl?" She could have said 'the Akashic', given that not many would recognize the word, but doesn't - and she's only met each of them once, so doesn't have anything to offer. "If Ashley hasn't texted you soon, let me know. I see her every second day, if not more often."

Her breakfast, after checking to make sure it's alright and assuring that there'll be reimbursement, turns out to be a 'big breakfast special' (hash browns, one pancake, three kinds of meat, three eggs prepared as she likes them) with an extra side of bacon and a side of toast - not terribly expensive, all told, but a lot of food for a girl who likely 'stays as small as she is by subsisting on smoothies'. She's loading on both carbs and protein, apparently, and after a thirteen mile run, who can blame her?

"A lot of people are afraid of Alex, though - he just feels creepy. Once you get to know him, he's not so bad."

[James Blake] When his phone goes off, it is not with a ring tone but with powerful buzzing that the women can practically feel from arm's length away. The Chorister does not flinch. He's used to this happening. He pulls a clunky black cell phone out of his pants pocket and opens it to read the message. What he sees makes him frown. He glances between the two women, then reaches for his notepad.

"Work," he explains. "I have to go."

The same thing is written out twice and handed to each of them...his full name, and his phone number, which has a Chicago area code. He specifies "text only" next to the phone number, as though they're going to forget that he can't hear.

He doesn't forget that he offered to pay for Morgan's breakfast. As he stands up, he takes a tenner out of his wallet and puts it in an out-of-the-way spot on the table. Somehow that's better than pushing it into her hand. Wallet, notepad and phone are returned to their rightful pockets. He smiles as he steps back from the table and pushes his chair in. He makes no attempt to be quiet.

"I'll see you," he says, and lifts his hand in a wave before he goes. He glances back, once, when he reaches the front door, and then he disappears into Sunday morning foot traffic as though he'd never been there at all.

((Thanks for the scene, ladies! (drags carcass to bed) ))

[Molly Quincannon] Molly waves James a good-bye as he vacates the table, taking the paper and adding his details to her iPhone. She'll text him later, so that he has her contact details stored in his phone, and to welcome him to Chicago.

Then, to Morgan. "Nathan does seem to mean well enough, and I understand he's been through a bit of a life-altering experience lately. I imagine I met a very different Nathan than some. Which I can't really complain about, because I think he's quite nice. As to Basil ... I haven't spoken to him much, but judging from what I saw, I'm just glad I'm usually pretty polite to people. I'm a veteran of a thousand flame-wars online and I am not used to being the peacemaker, and yet..." She shrugs. "It seems an interesting bunch, and I hear you've had quite the time of it up until recently. Picked up any other news from the Americana-house lately?"

[Morgan Lake] Morgan, too, waves, and this is with that shy hint of smile - he's the first somewhere near her age boy she's talked to in awhile, not counting the idiots on campus when she went for orientation. She finds him intriguing for that, and watches him go before returning her attention to Molly.

"I'm not part of a group," she says with a shrug, "so my access is limited. I heard a bit about Lara, and I know Ashley's Deacon. I know a little bit about some trouble with that Lara girl you mentioned but not much. I follow the politics, but am not yet immersed in them - so on some fronts, you may know more than I do at the moment."

This is vaguely bothersome for a moment, but then there's a shrug - that will change when she joins a cabal and becomes more established, she feels. And if it doesn't do so naturally, she'll make it happen. Goodness knows, she has the determination. "But we are an interesting bunch, yes. Some more so than others."

[Molly Quincannon] Molly winces at the mention of the Lara trouble. Breakfast has arrived (though whatever James has ordered will have to be taken away; Molly, who cannot or does not cook such things for herself, has eggs, sausage, hash browns and toast) and Molly picks up a piece of her toast, looking at it in a thoughtful way before reaching for the butter. "Yeah, there was some trouble. Now we're hoping there won't be any more. She kept some pretty serious information to herself when she shouldn't have, but it's out now. Ashley and Israel know about it, as do I, but I imagine it's not an over-breakfast conversation."

After a dunk of her toast crust into the yolk of her egg and a munch on said mouthful, she asks, "So when you're not running with the interesting bunch, what do you do with your days? I mean, mundane life, y'know? Job, school?" Molly's curious - friendly and curious.

[Morgan Lake] "Mr. Galloway - Malcolm - is of the same branch as James, and a private investigator. I intern with him, currently, and in September I'm starting pre-law at Northwestern." There's one of her eggs (she ordered poached) but on a piece of toast and the whole lot eaten with a fork, with soft, still runny yolk dripping from it; and she doesn't push the Lara question. It'll be interesting to know the precedent later, but it's not hugely important to her with the limited knowledge she has of what happened on that front.

"So I study a lot, on both fronts. Practice on the less mundane. Run at least three miles a day. Cook and bake. Um . . . whatever seems interesting with any free time that comes up, I guess. What about you?"

[Molly Quincannon] There's a dash of salt for the hash browns and a liberal spray of pepper for everything as Molly replies. "I'm a codemonkey. Well, technically my job is to code, debug and improve email encryption systems for a bunch of utter putzes, but in reality - and the reason that I call them putzes - my job is not only to code, debug and improve email encryption systems but also to debug other people's code, set up the company firewall, maintain bits of the company website and, on the not-nearly-rare-enough occasion, do the physical maintenance on the servers because the actual hardware people know jack all and at one point actually let a server halfway melt. I wish I was kidding or exaggerating. Really." Hash brown gets comprehensively munched. "But at least they don't have so much a dress code so they never complain about my boots or my T-shirts. I think they're afraid I'd quit if they did, and then they'd have to hire, like, three people to take my place."

Then she chuckles. "Heh; I actually spent a fair bit of last night listing what I like to do in my spare time. More coding. Logic puzzles, crosswords, sudoku, stuff like that. Dancing - thinking I might start taking real lessons, but mostly Dance Dance Revolution." She does not assume that Morgan knows what DDR stands for. "Practice on the less mundane - which actually fits with the coding and the puzzles more often than not. I like movies and TV, mostly the freaky Asian stuff or the sci-fi, but other things as well."

Then a thought occurs, and more curiosity, and she asks, "So ... what's the appeal of cooking and baking? I ... it's not that I don't like to eat, but I never really got my head around cooking. I don't know whether I can or not - I never really tried - but I ... just ... don't. But I know some people really like to do it for its own sake rather than just self-feeding so I wondered ... you know, what the appeal was."

[Morgan Lake] "I'm more for baking than cooking, honestly, and I guess it's because it's all very precise. If something goes wrong, you generally know what and why, though there's the odd time your flour might be too old and produce chewy cookies instead of crispy, or your yeast might be off and not rise a loaf properly or what have you. It's just . . . relaxing," says the girl who resounds of withering and discernment; it's an odd sort of juxtaposition, this homey hobby of hers. And then, an admission. "My mom taught me, when I was little - she bakes, and Daddy cooks. So we spent a lot of time in the kitchen as long as I can remember."

There's something there, subtle, but then there's a smile and moving on - there are other things to talk about, more interesting than bits of Morgan's family history.

"I know DDR, a bit. Not really a big one for video games, but I had a friend who was really into playing at the arcade. That, Guitar Hero, Rock band - anything where she got to put on a show. And I like crossword puzzles, but the rest kind of baffles me."

[Molly Quincannon] "Ah!" This while sawing at a sausage. "Well, if you want to get into it and also want to save the cost of playing it at the arcade, let me know. You're welcome to use my set-up. I've got it a bit hacked, though - I play on PC, which took some doing but means I have some really decent songs on it. Never tried Rock Band or Guitar Hero, though - I guess if I'm going to learn an instrument, I'd like to learn an actual instrument. I'm thinking drums, if I ever do. I have a pretty good sense of timing." (Of course she does.)

The smile she gives about the baking and cooking and family history is complicated - not quite nostalgic, not quite rueful, but a little of both. "I think I get what you mean. Homey stuff was never my deal. But I had my skill set and I have worked with it, and it's all gone well. So, pre-law, hmm?" Munch on sausage. "Actual going-to-be-a-lawyer, or going into the PI business? How's the interning going? What does being a PI involve, really? I try not to go by what I see on TV."

[Morgan Lake] "Actual going-to-be-a-lawyer, and eventually judge, and eventually more. State senate, maybe, then national, then who knows?" She certainly doesn't lack ambition, this girl. "And for Mr. Galloway, it mostly seems to involve adultery cases. They're only interesting for the previous real cases they mention - Jones vs. State of Illionois, Harper vs. Harper, that sort of thing. But it's handy to see at least some of it from this angle, I suppose, so I have an appreciation for it in the courtroom when I get there."

No lack of ambition, and no lack of confidence that she'll do exactly what she sets out to do, it seems, and an under-riding determination that indicates what she says will come true.

"And Rockband and Guitar Hero aren't learning an instrument any more than DDR is actually learning to dance. If anything, the latter is a little more so, given that it makes you actually move. I never really got into any of it, but Val - and to a lesser extent, Bryan - were fantastic to watch."

[Molly Quincannon] That gets a ponder. "Adultery cases, huh? Iiiiiiiiinteresting." Not for the usual ways, to judge by the look on her face, but... "I bet a lot of the evidence comes from emails and call logs and stuff." But she shakes that off and goes back to the main topic. "Ah, so you want to work in government? I guess I can see the draw - change the system from the inside. I ... go at it a different way. But I wonder, how are you going to get past the fact that in order to actually get any power, you have to not only tell the people what they want to hear, but be told that you're not actually able to change anything because trying to switch from one system to another without a slow transition process is an open invitation to chaos? And then how do you handle getting re-elected when the people complain that the changes you promised to make - the ones that you can't make because there isn't the budget or you'd lose your much-needed support in other areas - isn't coming fast enough?" Apparently, Molly pulls no punches whatsoever.

The rest gets a snort. "I know that. Though arguably Rock Band is closer on the drums element, as you are actually having to hit things with sticks rather than trying to mimic chording with buttons, which never works. But I'd disagree with you about DDR. It might not teach you dance like salsa or tango or what have you, but it gives a very good grounding in how to move your feet in time, how to keep to a specific section of floor while your feet are moving, which helps when you don't want to step on a partner's toes, and once you're practiced enough at it, the simple foot-on-arrow thing gives way to actual full-body dance. It's kind of like a tutorial, I find."

[Morgan Lake] "Guitar Hero has the full band element now too, or at least one of the . . . expansions or whatever does. World Tour, I think it was. Anyway, I'm not one to argue for their virtue on the 'teaching to do real things' front, and I suppose I never looked at DDR that way even when people were fantastic at it. Just not my thing, you know? But then, neither is dancing in general, which isn't to say I don't do it occasionally and have fun - or rather that I haven't - just that there are generally other things I'd rather be doing. And politics . . ."

This gets a shrug. "If I keep looking at the way things are done now as truth as opposed to reality - is as opposed to seems - I won't be able to effect it at all, will I? But politics weren't always the way they are now, and won't always be. So why shouldn't I be the one to start it forming into something better? I mean, there were something like thirteen presidents of congress before the Articles of Confederation, and then seven presidents of the then defined United States before Washington and the Constitution as we know it came about. Obviously there was huge change enacted there - someone said, "But this is the way it is," and someone else said, "Maybe, but this is how it's going to be." And the second person was strong enough to make it happen, with other people who believed the same way. I'm strong enough too."

For all the subtle arrogance, the last is matter of fact, not haughty - it's just what she sees.

[Molly Quincannon] Putting aside the matter of Rock Band and DDR for the moment, Molly addresses the other, more important element. "Keep in mind that at the time, the ... elements backing the status quo weren't quite so ... empowered as they are now," she says. Yes, she is referencing the Technocracy. She also seems very intimately knowledgeable about how this works, from a somewhat different angle than Morgan's. "I mean, seriously, don't let me discourage you, because the world needs more of that kind of thinking - but this kind of thing takes more than one person, and a viewpoint that takes into account that for every one who's pushing for change, there's a hundred or so who just want things to stay nice and familiar. There..."

There, in fact, she hesitates, puts a bite of hash brown into her mouth, chews thoughtfully, then swallows, apparently having made a decision.

"There are some things you ought to read, if that's your goal. So you know what you're up against. What you're fighting. I'll have to have you over and show you the ... well, let's call it 'private investigation' that I've done on my own time. Also, I've got a contact who does sysadmin work in DC I can hit up for info closer to the time if you want it. I hold it out there because ... you know. If you're going to fight the good fight, you need the weapons."

[Morgan Lake] "I know about empowered. They're part of what solidified my desire, actually." It's more intimate than it should be for an apprentice just starting college in September; the capital letters War has boiled down to something more like the Macarthian fifties, at least for now, most of the time. That doesn't mean there aren't actions taken on both sides, and apparently the girl knows at least a little about it on a personal level. "And their status quo can fuck them sideways, if you don't mind the vulgarity. "Before, I'd have been happy as a judge, or even just a lawyer. But they don't get to have their people in the upper echelons and leave us with no say."

Yeah, there's history there, and an exposed nerve, but Morgan breathes, holds it for a moment, lets it out, takes a bite, chews and swallows all before she speaks again.

"I'm not foolish enough to think I could do it on my own. But I've years to build the team that'll help me do it - I've only just turned eighteen."

[Molly Quincannon] Molly laughs. "I like you," she says, with no apparent preamble. "You've got moxie, I'll give you that. And I don't mind the vulgarity at all." She shakes her head and, after folding up half her egg and spearing it with her fork, she looks up at Morgan and says, "What surprises me, I guess, is that you're willing to wait that long. You're het up over it, I can see that. I don't know why and I can probably live without knowing, but while I really laud the effort and damn, seriously, go for it? I ... just hope that you don't mind if some of us old fogies make a few pre-emptive strikes in the meantime. And I guess I wonder what happens if we fogies change the world before you graduate. To your ambition, I mean."

[Morgan Lake] "Then you'll have someone with the education, background, backbone and sheer stubbornness to help it stick, to help refine where needs refining, and to make sure our side doesn't get out of hand any more than theirs does. Balance. Justice. It's important." As are things like reparation and restoration, like establishing codes for everyone to live by, like making sure all sides are upheld and that action - of the stringently legal variety - is taken when necessary. Codifying everything. And so on. "Which isn't to say I mean to be idle while pursuing degrees and passing bar exams and the like, because I don't. Neither set of study will eclipse the other, and there are a great many important contacts to be made in both . . . spheres of influence."

It's one heck of a project, but it sounds like she knows that - and a good deal of what it'll take to do it. It sounds like she relishes the thought, and intends to 'go big or go home', as the popular phrase says.

[Molly Quincannon] Molly swigs coffee and then smiles at the girl. "Just don't work yourself to death before you get there," she says, quite friendly. "Also, remember that when you talk about 'balance', there's an 'all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy' thing to consider. And I'll stop providing advice now."

There's a toast-munch, then, "So, what would you tell an outsider to do and see in Chicago? Besides have breakfast with bright, ambitious pre-law Senate hopefuls?" She chuckles. "I am so new, after all."

[Morgan Lake] "The Aquarium, Theatre on the Lake, Maxwell Street Market, Millennium Park, the Art Institute, the Skydeck - only that's called something vaguely different now - the water tower, the various historic districts, Adler Planetarium, Blackstone Library, Bronzeville Children's Museum . . . oh, I don't know. There's a lot, you know? Depends on how touristy you want to be, and when, and if there are events going on or not, I suppose. Grant Park - the actual big park, not just the general area that gets called that - gets a lot of concerts and performance art. The various campuses are great for almost anything you could want to find."

She shrugs, and she loves this city - that much is clear - whatever else it might hold for her.

[Molly Quincannon] Molly smiles. "Well, true, but asking you gives me an idea of what you're interested in doing in the city. I'm curious about that sort of thing but not everyone likes that kind of question, so asking you what there is and listening to the first things you think of..." She shrugs. "Didn't know about Maxwell Street Market, though. I'll have to check that out. If nothing else, might have some things for me to decorate my place. I ... had a moving-related setback. Well, I had a punks-in-Bronzeville-related setback. I still haven't bought much in the way of furniture. And I need posters. And better curtains. And other ... you know, decoratey-stuff."

[Morgan Lake] "Oh, you could have just asked my favorites," she says with a grin. "I mean, you're new, so I'm going to come up with the stuff that most new people want to see. Of that list . . . oh, the aquarium, Theatre on the Lake, Maxwell Street Market, Adler Planetarium and Blackstone Library apply. Also, Navy Pier in general - that's where the aquarium is. And the Grant Park concerts, and some of the Movies in the Parks. I think I might go see "Where the Wild Things Are" on Tuesday. For decor shopping . . . I'm a bit more Pottery Barn and Williams-Sonoma than Maxwell Street, but there are fantastic food vendors and there's someone busking on every corner and the atmosphere in general is great."

[Molly Quincannon] "It sounds like a smaller-scale version of San Francisco," she says, answering the grin. "I might get more behind the planetarium than the aquarium. Also fewer sea lions," she adds. "And there's nothing wrong with Pottery Barn, but ... well, look at me. I'm not even sure I'm this planet, never mind Maxwell Street. But I'd be more likely to find something at a market than an actual store. Unless I modified it or something. Hrm. LEDs and bio-sensors." She munches on a bit of breakfast while she ponders that, in that way that likely makes people wonder if she's actually serious about her Trad ... or maybe not, considering the subject matter.

Then she pulls herself out of it and says, "Well, the fact that you obviously love the place so much speaks well for it. And since, as I said to James, I plan on staying until I've worn out my welcome or unless something cataclysmic happens, any good recommendation is heartening. Might have to check out 'Where the Wild Things Are' on Tuesday myself, actually. I saw it in the theatre when it first came out - I am such a sucker for that book - but somehow it'd be a way cooler experience seeing it outside. Wonder if I could score the costume."

[Morgan Lake] "I'm sure you could somewhere. Try University of Chicago's theatre department - ask for Liza Canyon. If they don't have something similar, she'd know where to get it without having to pay an arm and a leg, or ship it from Hollywood. Or both." How a Northwestern girl - who hasn't started college yet - knows this is anyone's guess, and Morgan's not explaining - just offers the information, with an add on of, "If she has questions, tell her you know Eric Geraint and he suggested you ask."

Then the first registers and gets a furrowed brow of not-connecting-the-dots. "LEDs and bio-sensors for what?"

[Molly Quincannon] That gets a raised eyebrow from Molly. "Huh. I may have to do that. Thanks! Friend of yours, this Eric Geraint? Family? Significant other?" Some people, she'd tease about 'boy-toy' or similar, but decides not to in this instance.

...At least partly because there are interesting things to talk about. "For decoration! I mean, wouldn't it be cool if you had funky LED patterns that lit up depending on where you were in a room? Or chairs that lit up when you sit in them? Shouldn't be too hard; heat sensors would probably do, strategically placed in spots where there's not much weight, or a well-spread net of pressure sensors... Possibly a keypad sort of thing in an armchair arm to actually switch the colours and the patterns of the lights with just a touch..." Then she chuckles. "Stuff like that, you know? I," she adds, with a bit of a bashful chuckle, "live in a disused auto repair shop. There's a lot of blank wall to cover. And since I don't paint, I need to find a different way to get creative. Tech's my medium."

[Morgan Lake] There's a flash of keen wishing that she hadn't mentioned the name, but then Morgan shrugs. "Someone I used to know. He's my parents' age, certainly not a significant other!" The last with tones of 'eeeeeew, gross', and then moving on to the rest, which is significantly more comfortable (and had been even when she'd assumed the Cultist must mean for less . . . innocent uses) topic of lights and sensors.

"Oh, that would be kind of cool. Like the 'Smooth Criminal' video, or whatever, but not a sidewalk. I guess it could be interesting - I just wouldn't have thought about it." Then there's a shrug. "I can paint a room, but I'm no artist. I took piano and violin for years and forgot almost everything I learned within a week after I stopped, can't draw or paint, don't dance - what you call 'all work' kind of is play to me. I don't think I suffer for it."

[Molly Quincannon] Molly chuckles and leaves the 'Geraint' thing alone. She has her answer, and if there's more of a story behind it ... well, sometimes Molly can let things go. Instead, she says, "I think it could be too. I'm sure I could come up with something for the floors too; possibly animal footprints or something. Though I'd have to overlay some Plexiglass over the concrete, but then I was thinking about carpet anyway. And if your work is play ... well, you're not that much different than me. I mean, I go to work, I code, then I go home and code some more. As long as there's some variety, I guess. And even then, if it's cool for you, then do it, y'know? Just don't like to think of you getting bored and overworked. Which I suppose isn't going to happen if you're running off to 'Where the Wild Things Are' on Tuesday and have, like, libraries and that."

Molly flags down the waitress and asks for the bill - they've been eating as they talked, of course. "I," she tells Morgan, laying down some cash (and no, James' ten dollars is not being used for the breakfast - Morgan can keep it or return it as she chooses), "should probably go shopping for those furniture bits now. You're welcome to join me, unless you wanted to get changed or had better things to do than listen to me yammer about what kind of armchair would be best for my little light-show furniture project. If that last, I won't take offense, by the way; just say that it was nice to meet you and hope I see you again sometime. You're awesome to talk to. Oh! And I should give you my number or something, maybe? Contacts are good things to have."

[Morgan Lake] "Of course," she says and pulls out her own phone to put in both James' and Molly's information - the former with a note about texting only, and she gives hers over as well. The phone is a Blackberry of some variety, something sleek and chick rather than the utilitarian and businesslike models that Blackberry is better known for. "And thanks. I like to think I'm not too bad, though I suppose I have my moments like everyone else does.

The bill comes, Molly pays, and Morgan raises an eyebrow as she takes up James' ten to return to him next time she sees him, as she no doubt will. "Next time is on me - you'll just have to catch me when I'm not at the end of a workout. Thank you - as for shopping, I'll take a rain check. My shower is calling my name. Enjoy the market, or wherever you end up!"